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meus acta diurna

Created on 2004-03-12 01:46:18 (#2484491), last updated 2005-02-11

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Name:	Azure.
Website:	Azure Shades

Bio

Azurea.k.a. Cerulean, Azrael, Psyche/Prodigy

She was once a girl who knew nothing but happiness and how to make others happy. She saw the world as a place of happiness, freedom and hope. But as she continued to live out her life, she discovered the true color of everything around her. The filth, the grime and the stench of everything she once knew as beauty.

She now suffers from deep depression. No matter how she smiled or laughed, sadness seemed to cling to her very soul. She hates being alone and with nothing to do, for it causes her mind to wonder to things she did not want to go back to. But then, she always seemed to be far-off into her own world as she gazes out to somewhere beyond the horizon. An icy and distant aura engulfs her when she has that glaze look in her eyes. An inner turmoil could be felt around her.

She hides herself with her imaginations, art and her writings, scattered pieces of her emotions and self within each work. Every look she makes to see the world around her only lessens her hope in seeing change in people. But then, there are also people who she still has hopes in. People who, with their simple gestures, could make her smile; a true smile wherein she could really say that she is happy.

'Grief is my emotion, loneliness is my companion, depression is my shadow, pain is my twin, death is my life, the void is my all...' - Azure

- observation by Anonymous

Scarred people are beautiful...
Man speaks : / i've seen a number of good movies, Lord / like Romeo and Juliet. / The love of young people, at least in this movie, / is beautiful ... / so simple, / so total, / so uncomplicated! / they seem so natural... / so free in their emotions... / unrestrained in their actions. / I wish I could be like that, Lord / But I can't be! / Why is it so? / I've been hurt, Lord! / I have trusted and been betrayed many times. / I have loved and received nothing in return. / I have tried hard to care and failed often. / I have shared my secrets and heard them whispered to others. / I have been warm and received a cold shoulder. / I've been through it, Lord! / I have fallen on my face. / I have banged my shins. / I've been bruised! / Look, Lord! I'm all covered with scars!

The Lord speaks: / Maybe you have not yet understood enough! / Maybe you still haven't learned that human life is like that. / All saints are scarred. / Young love isn't the highest form of human love. / The highest love comes from scarred people. / i know many people who stop loving / so they won't be hurt again. / But those people who do start over again, / who continue despite of all, / who leave themselves open to the possibility of hurt again, / These people are able to love in a gentle way... / a more understanding way... / a richer way.

Man Responds: / I think I know what you mean, Lord. / I've met people like that and / knowing them gives me great courage. / The greatest people are those who continue to love with all their scars. / I like scarred people, Lord. / They are beautiful.

Occupation:
> Class Outcast
> Artist
> Student

Leisure pursuit:
> Drawing/Painting
> Doing things with the Computer
> Sleeping in the Veranda
> Looking up that stars
> Taking pictures of anything
> Writing stories, essays, poems/songs
> Reading stories
> Pursuing Information

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